I miss them

Greetings! I hope you all are doing well. As we celebrate the night of the 26th day of Ramadan, I feel blessed to have lived to the age of 50. I am overjoyed to see my children grow into fine young men and women. It is an honor to fast alongside my family, and I am deeply grateful to Allah SWT for this privilege. Recently, I have been deeply saddened by the loss of many dear friends. My body has started to tire at this age, and my vision sometimes becomes unclear. But I am still capable of driving and living life to the fullest. Let us all cherish the time we have been given and make the most of every moment in your life.

We cannot always predict what lies ahead as we journey through life. But as Muslims, we are taught to rely on Allah’s guidance, even in the face of adversity. Our faith grants us the strength to overcome any calamity that comes our way. As Ramadan unfolds, I humbly ask Allah for forgiveness for all the sins I have committed. I am deeply ashamed of my wrongs, but I am reassured by the knowledge that Allah is merciful and forgiving be forgiven for all my sins. I have done too many sins. I'm ashamed of myself.

"I have lost both of my parents, and I miss them every day. In 2019, my youngest brother passed away, and I miss him dearly. My brother’s memory still brings tears to my eyes, and I pray that he can join our parents in heaven. Despite these losses, I am determined to keep moving forward. As a parent and teacher, I want to set an example for my children and students. That's why I have decided to pursue a PhD - I want to inspire them to continue learning and strive for the highest levels of education. I decided to study for a PhD to support and encourage my children and students. They see me as an inspiration to continue learning to the highest level.